The Attention Deficit Disorder Thread

Still sad.

 

brb....

 

yea still not hungry, just down, but ill be back soon enough

see this is how i spent the first half of my life. not becouse i didnt want to buy into that, but becouse it seemed so stupid, how can this guy be right and this one wrong when they are basically doing the same shit everyday, he prays, and so does he, but if you ask them, only one it going... best time i had is when i was talking to a couple of old men in the front yard, one a catholic and one a Christian, i said, you realize that one of you is going to hell... fight... they just looked at me then each other and i think it was the first time they had thought about it.

imagine if you will. me from phoenix, very liberal, very democrat. and they hate me, some start every conversation with , "well i see your obama is tyring to give a big fat check to all the poor people." to which i reply, "when am i getting it?"

im guessing that was an and there, and not a on
take pity is a big one, look at the sacrifice i made, i didnt do all that stuff wrong, thats an odd negation to have, but i guess its how it works. for me i sort of do that bad stuff sometimes and then go, well i didnt want your kid to die for no good reason.

 

i assuming you dont really hang with the catholic mexicans much, ive spent a bit of time with a few, not a majority, but a small amount, they were catholic and very republican. and legal. she was sort of a whore with a great body, he was a very immature man that kept getting upset becouse she kept fucking guys that were not him.
anyway, they went to church every sunday. odd really.

 

Did you really do that?



Yeah, there should be an "and" there not "on".


Also what's got you down, if I might ask.

 

could be, but its my experience, that in some cases, its the only thing that keeps them going. religion is so different to each person.

my god is different than say his. my god is who i have thought him to be, its who i believe in. its my life that taught it to me.
but take someone else, like the next door old people. they dont think that god allows lesbians. my god doesn't care about that sort of thing. there god is in everything they do. my god has no influence over my life, my god will simply grade me at the end of the game. there god hates black people. my god thinks that skin pigment is irrelevant. there god hates Muslims. i think Muslim women are great in bed and seem to be willing to swallow jizz or at least the ones i dated did.
so see god is an individual manifestation. real or not, its what you relive
do you go to church jack?

 

yes i did that. i have no idea why. and i dont think they appreciated it as much as i did. i really dont think they had thought of it before then.

i think i dont know really.
could be a lot of stuff.

one thing was that when i left home this time my son cried and didnt want me to go. then he begged to come with me. sort of makes me feel like a shit father. i know im doing the right thing, hell i would have lost the house if i hadnt done this. but it hard. and this is the first time he acknowledged me leaving. also i have a girl here that ive been flirting with, i would really like to do more, but this gold band on my hand makes me think twice, and its not like shit is working at home, so i have this conflict, how big of a piece of shit do i want to be.

so yea, could be some of that. plus it was a crap sandwich.

 

damitt i hate when i double post

 

so its just compounding at this point then huh
four deep

 

shall i go for a nice round 5

8 seconds

 

i got it
im in
five deep with no conversations
its official
im alone again.

 

could be i should start playing farmville with the rest of the board earth that has nothing better to do.

 

I'm sorry Grims, I can imagine how hard it must be to be away from your sin...but it is the right thing for now...so take comfort in that bitter truth...also each day is one day closer to the project getting over.
As far as the second thing, don't do anything you'll regret later....I usually have this theory in my head when I'm doing something questionable....I ask myself how I'll feel about it one week later....doesn't alway work...but still.

 

jack if i play farmville will you tend to my goats.

 

I'm here, don't sink that low.

 

I'll ride them, if that's what you're asking.

 

ill be back in a moment time to skype with the baby

 

Okay, have fun.

 

They also drink alot.

To be honest I just got tired of the speculation. Easier to just dismiss it all. Got other shit - tangible shit - to worry about, better things to do than trying to explain the obscure with the even more obscure, and then justify my position. Fuck it.

I like gorditas.

 

i keep telling myself just that.

think my wife would mind if i asked her if i could just goof around with the other?